I was laying in bed last night, my mind racing with thoughts of frustration, despair, resignation, and a twisted sort of optimism and excitement for the light at the end of the tunnel. The tunnel I might not make it out of for another 7 months. God help me. I have attempted to create change in mine and my daughters life, good healthy practical change, and my actions have been hindered by outside sources of control. Frustration abounds; And I remind myself when I begin to panic like the prisoner I sometimes feel I am, this too shall pass.
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